today’s live came through a snow day and a spotty connection, so if it looked like i was transmitting from another dimension, i kind of was. what matters is what came through, and the audio is still good!
maybe just have a listen for this one…
i started by circling back to my latest piece on the reptilian takeover, because writing it felt like crossing a threshold. it was the most of my spiritual self i’ve ever put on the page: the hindbrain, the false matrix, the way we’ve all been kept in survival mode so long we think that’s just what being human feels like.
i discuss how we are actively encouraged to stay silent, to stay in consumption mode, to feed a wheel that was never built for us, school, job, retire, die. and the resistance you feel when you go to speak your truth, that’s thousands of years of cellular memory, of ancestors burned at the stake, driven from villages, and killed for the wisdom they carried.
your body remembers even when your mind tries to forget.
but now it’s go time. i’m 48, i’ve healed what was making me small, and i’m done dancing around it. no more fucks to give.
so if you can relate to any of this: welcome to the club!
i am a writer, speaker, and musician devoted to healing and embodiment. i share essays, poetry, and original music through venus consciousness. i’d love to walk this path with you. 💞










