courage to share

a poem of erotic exchange because sometimes we wish to erase the past

courage

do i dare

to share it?

healing from trauma

is messy work

last night,

a dream

water rising,

a tub filling,

bleach pouring in—

overflowing,

refusing to drain

you can’t bleach shame

an online stalker

won’t be tamed

my lifelong pattern—

trauma bonding,

falling prey,

hunted

love-bombed

yet again

hooks sunk deep—

too much,

too fast

an erotic exchange,

images shared,

sharp words after—

daggers

that cut

steel lines cast

to steal

my sacred light

siphons used

to consume

i was too young

to understand—

forced to feel

arousal

from dark hatred,

a lust that fed

on innocence

no more

patterns breaking,

earth is quaking,

our ancient mother cries—

help my children heal

a prayer

for sovereignty

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